-Carlos Rok The Spot” —
Its 2:50am and im in too much of a zone to leave my house for food.At this rate, If I keep it up i will die of starvation.Time to get creative and see what I can come up with.Hmmm,lets see. Whole Wheat hamburger bun,butter ,maple syrup and Foreman grill. …Start by slicing the buns in half (should i pause that?),lightly spread butter on the inside layer of the buns(pause) and then proceed to toast them on the George Foreman grill (OK im pretty sure i dont have to pause that one ).Once removed from the Foreman grill ,you will notice that the BUTTER has now MELTED ALL OVER YOUR BUNSSS ((I said that one on purpose.I know i didnt have to go there.Its logical that butter melts around heat..duuhhh))Once done toasting ,add a touch of Grade B Maple Syrup to give it the right amount of sweetness that this snack requires.You will notice that it also gives a touch of freshness to your now “Not So French-French Toast”….Lets see how this goes.
-Carlos (http://rokthespot.com/)” —http://rokthespot.com/
To my homie Kevin Schreier RIP….
Ive lost alot of close homies and family members and most of my life Ive never bothered talking about it with other people.
Every time we would run into each other or hang out you would always look out for me without me even having to ask for shit. Im not sure how to handle this but im pretty sure if i stayed silent about you passing you would say “Damn Canny ,you cant say anything nice about your homie Tego to the world”….Dude you were a fuckin awesome person ! I know the second you realized you were in heaven you probably said in your funny blackman voice ” Damn daah, dis iz some buuullllshit. Dat nigga JC (Jesus Christ) got me fugged up surrounding me wit all deez angel bitches.” haha…I get the feeling that somehow you managed to make it up there with a cooler full of Bud Light. I can picture you right now in your “im gonna watch a football game” attire but in all white and of course rocking a viser.
ill never forget the day we started referring to each other as Tego.The party was dying out that night and you said in a funny conservative voice “Hey well maybe you guys should play some Tay-go” I remember chuckling specially cause the music had stopped as you said that and everybody heard you.I looked over and asked “You mean Tay-go as in Tego Calderon???” and you said “Hell yeeeaaaa,that nigga tha truth.Girls love dancing reggaeton!!!!” and you were right and THEY STILL DO!!! ahahaha
I ocassionally find myself talking about the night me,you and Matt got hooked up at the bar in the Marriott.Between us 3 we drank over $400 worth of liquor and only had to pay $60. WE WERE FUUUCKKED UP !!! A while after we went to the pool hall next door and some ol school drug dealer dudes gf literally wanted to kill us cause she said we tried to holla at her. Oddly enough at the time that was not true.Well not really cause she was pretty busted ,haha. We tried talking it out on some grown man shit and ended up having to tell him “fuck it do what you gotta do but youre interrupting our pool game.” That ol sack of shit got his boys to follow our every move and I remember me mentioning to you that all of them were strapped. Ill always remember when you said “fuck it Canny If you go i go but were going out swinging”. I really hope you know how much that shit meant to me man.People that really got your back like that in this world are few.You and i know just how real shit was about to get specially when we thought everything was cool until they followed us into that elevator. I really expected those dudes to try to swiss-cheese up that elevator with us in it. We played it cool but when they rolled up on us like that we let them know that us going out as their bitches was not an option and that we had intentions of going out like fuckin warriors.I know they would have got their asses kicked if it came to scrapping but they had no intentions of playing fair.Fuck it we left with out scuffling which is cool but most importantly we made it out alive.Alive to live another day and make it to BTs that same night.That was my first time there and the second time i had ever been to a stripclub and that shit was awesome. Me and Matt were laughing about that story yesterday.What a fuckin crazy night that was.Im glad i shared it with you guys.
Speaking of stripclubs its funny how last time i saw you ,you were actually in one. I ran in there coming home from a club in desperate need of a bathroom.I remember as i walked out the bathroom you stopped me by saying something funny and then invited me to chill by the bar section to have some beers with you and your friend.Thanks homie.It was cool to catch up with you.
I was always guranteed to get some good laughs everytime we talked.You never skipped a beat.You always stayed cool and humble.You had an awesome dry sense of humor and sarcasm but a true friend and genuine at heart.I know you were kinda dissapointed when I didnt enter that competition because you really believed i would have won.My bad .Im a master procrastinator but thanks for believing in me that much.Truth is I won along time ago when i gained you as a friend cause thats some shit money cant buy. Im cracking up right now cause youre probably saying “Damn dawh you soundin kinda gay dawhh” its cool tho.haha…but i mean that
This shit aint easy for me but ill do my best.I was mad depressed yesterday not sure why i went out but i know when the DJ played Waka Flocka-No hands you passed by me and told me to cheer up and it actuallly worked.I pictured you posted up by one of the columns throwing your hands saying “Damn negro i know you luh dis shit ,atleast smile for this song”
I guess this is my good bye til we meet again.I really hope you find all the peace,love hapiness and “All Dat Shit” that most of us struggle to find on “EarFFF”.A couple of us got together last night and said even though you have passed we know you would have liked us to still crack jokes about it.I already said “Youre my boy Bluuueee” but i cant believe i failed to say ” I can see Kev,he looookks soo Glorioussss” AAHAHAha…You were and still are one cool White-Negro.Like I said at the beginning of this letter, i got a couple of family members and friends up there with you.You dont even have to say a word cause while they were looking over me they saw you were a good friend of mine.They definitely know that because of how much shit talking we would do when you got haircuts from me.Tell my Ol’ Boy i said whattup and the same goes to my homies Luis and Steve.They were like my brothers to me.Tell my Uncle Jorge he was the man!!! The list goes on of people i know uo there so tell em all I still miss them and hope theyre doing awesome. Feel free to party it up with them.Theyll show you a good time cause theyre related to me and well..Theyre Colombians!!!! So that means youre also gonna learn how dance Salsa.Try to contact Ms. Espinet cause im pretty sure shes’s still alive and kicking.Let her know that ive been legal for a while and ive been ready to earn that extra A. Ill do it in your name man,i Promise!!! haha.Tell God to throw me and my fam a bone. It would be even funnier if you said it in a DMX voice.I know he’ll catch on to the cleverness of that one haha…We love you and we gon’ miss ya!!!!…a big “Frat Boy ass nigga hug ” haha …
¡ Descanse en paz parcero !
….til we meet again “Tego”
-Carlos Rok The Spot
Carlos RoktheSpot” —